It is so surprising how easily you can fool people. This year was one of my hardest with friends and such, at the end of the school year the ballroom team gave me the 'Most Optimistic'. The rewarder talked of how everyday I had a smile on my face and cheered everyone up, in my yearbook one boy said how he loved being around me because I was so happy. They didn't know that when I came home I cried and showed my struggles. I think you've captured it all beautifully.