It is so surprising how easily you can fool people. This year was one of my hardest with friends and such, at the end of the school year the ballroom team gave me the 'Most Optimistic'. The rewarder talked of how everyday I had a smile on my face and cheered everyone up, in my yearbook one boy said how he loved being around me because I was so happy. They didn't know that when I came home I cried and showed my struggles. I think you've captured it all beautifully.
I do that as well, i know i can let it out to people but i know that they're problems are waaay worse then mine. i tell them if something is really bad but most of the time i just keep it in, it's easier that way
XMittenz1: No, you cursed first. You are the moron that posted that ugly picture of yourself on your profile. Are you a man, or a woman? Seriously... If you are happy, be truly happy. You should be around people who should allow you to vent, not force you to put on a fake smile. If they don't let you show your true feelings, they are not true friends. That's my point, man/woman/dike/fag/whatever the fuck you are supposed to be. And, how cowardly and gay of you to block me. That shows you have no comeback. LOL!
OHai. Someone got buttflursted at my ATTEMPT to end a convo. I tried to be the mature one and end it. As it was going no where since both of us were being stubborn (Hey at least I can admit it.). Also reciting someone's DA name which is specially :devboringassperson: is not the same as calling someone "Son of a bitch ass" in an argument.
Yes Im a moron for posting a picture just like all the other pic-fags out there :U Better than having a low quality jpeg picture as a DA ID. Least try to find something high quality.
Comebacks... I can easily insult you and degrade you beyond belief; Though despite your rudeness and idioticness I see no point as Im pretty sure you must have an amazing social life with that kind of attitude towards life and people. Want an Un-block and continue this retarded immature convo? Okay, you got it. Like I said Im a stubborn bitch.
Also If I really wanted to I can easily report you for harassment, but to lazy and no point.
Also >Person offers to end a conversation calmy >Gets pissed and curses calling the person a dike fag >Dat Maturity
Good luck getting in the doctor field with that disgusting attitude.
Then only reason I got pissed is because when I voiced my opinion, you decided to get all pissed and reply. I was not directing my comment at anyone. Secondly, I have a better outlook than you would imagine about things. I am compassionate. However, if someone wants a fight, so be it. Bring it on. Lastly, it is called the medical field. Not the doctor field. I love that profession more than you could imagine. Keep the conversation where it needs to be. Leave the medical field alone. I could easily report you too, and I am not as lazy as you. If I wanted to report you, I could. I am stubborn too, and sometimes a bitch. I am not gonna sit here and deny that. But, I could give a fuck.
Pissy reply= "What Boringassperson said, People who are in this usually smile to make others worry less/not worry at all."
Your logic fails so bad. You really should go re-look at the conversation before stating things as facts. Im quite the docile one. This is not a fight but you seem to have taken it that way, I am merely debating a point and thats all I see this as. Your curse fits is the only thing making it "fight-like".
Okay report me for debating an argument while I report the "Son of a bitch ass" and "That's my point, man/woman/dike/fag/whatever the fuck you are supposed to be. And, how cowardly and gay of you to block me." Lets see which seems more harassment like, shall we?
As for the original conversations. How many times must I say the damn thing? People fake smile to NOT cause drama and be happy in the long run. They find their friends being fun and happy much more comforting than the depressing setting that comes with sobbing your eyes out! Anyone can vent their feelings at anyone. Its not hard but I, along with others, find it much more depressing and harder to get over compared to laughing with your friends and forgetting all about the bad.
My point is, people deserve friends that they can vent to. No, you should not go around moping. However, you should have friends that will allow you to be yourself. Smiles are meant to be genuine. Don't fake a smile and then keep all of your emotions bottled up inside of you. Eventually, theses emotions will explode. Maybe you should check your logic, 'Kay? ^_^
You may not know this but, Those "bottled emotions" They serve a purpose in SOME Art. Wanna know how we never go off? (Or explode is this case) We throw all our emotions in a drawing. Weather its a stupid sketch or a full blown drawing, we get it all out and never had to shed a tear or be depressed.
Smiles are merely an expression, 70% of the time nothing is genuine. We all told that one UNgenuine compliment. My friends are more than willing to let me be myself an I am. But being sad and crying to them is NOT me. Thats not myself and I don't go about doing so unless something is beyond something a fake smile can hold.
I didn't say you had to go around sulking. Sometimes, it is alright to cry. If you had a dog, and it died, would you just fake smile? I'd hope not! Art can't solve all of your problems. Your problems will still be there. God gave us voices for a reason, so people could talk. Smiles are meant to be true, and real. Otherwise, there is no point in them. Maybe you should think about THAT.
Oh God. God. Sorry Caduce, But I'm an Atheist. Our voice comes from a voice box for all I care. My cat died. I didn't go around frowning the whole day. I still smiled cause I knew my cat would rather me be happy as possible and be myself so long as I remembered her. >Inb4 LolYoudon'tknowthat.
Also You sound like my ex. You obviously haven't reached that state of "Artsy-ness" where you can easily just let your emotions uncap into a sketch and feel refreshed. It can solve if not all, 99% of your problems. After that It's just getting over it. Which some people can't seem to do. Feels good man.
Maybe you should give me something to think about.
"I one day hope to become a surgeon in order to help people, and make them happy again! ( I love the Hippocratic Oath!)" "Favorite games Trauma Center Under the Knife 2 Other Interests <3 <3 <3 Medical field <3 <3 <3, and anime!!!!"
Sorry, forgot my old password to CaduceusSurgeon... I mean "desperate". Sorry douche, people make typing errors. I am sure you make a lot of them. So what? I love the medical field. Nothing wrong with that. You got a problem with it?
Although this has probably been done quite a few times, I do like the way you've presented the text. The line would have probably read better if it were structured like this however: "Sometimes, when I smile, I hide my true feelings"